Late night post (1 a.m.)

Hello peeps :)

Just random stuff, once again.
That's why this is called random Luna :)

Anyway. I just came back from rehearsal (I play french horn in a wind orchestra), walking, at 12 a.m., just like last friday, and I realised that this one-mile-walk, is something that I really enjoy on a friday night :)
Just some time alone, being my weird anti social self, watching the slightly drunk people riding past on their bikes. 
I am a person who likes to make friends in real life, of course, but... fictional people will always be better.
My grandma told me today that "I have got to come out of my own world, and start living in reality"
But the truth is, I don't know if I can.

Fiction is addicting.
The possibility of creating your own world, your own friends, who will never, ever hurt you, except when you want them to, and then only to make it more realistic.
The possibility of living your life like you want to, with the people of your real life, only slightly adapted, to let them fit in like you want them to.
The possibility of living your dreams, when sitting on the roof, staring at the stars at 2 a.m.
The possibility of finding true love, while sitting on a swing under that old oak tree in your back yard.
The possibility of having the friends you always wanted, when staring at the opposite wall in the bathroom.

Fiction, imagination, is endless.
Endless and addicting.

And:
Every addiction is dangerous when taken too far.
One dies, when having too much drugs.
One becomes fat, when having too much chocolate.

And
If you have too little reality in your head, you get lost in your own world.
It will turn against you.
Trap you like a labyrinth, without you even noticing.
And it will be hard, finding your way back.

Sometimes,
I think I have troubles finding my way back.

Maybe you enjoyed reading my thoughts, maybe you didn't.
I don't really mind much.
Read if you want to, and if you don't, then don't.

Love, Luna

Boredddd

Hi guys, Luna here.

I don't know if I'm gonna post this, but if I am, you should know that this was written at 3 a.m.

I really can't sleep because it's too hot and my mind is still all messed up from some stories I read today on wattpad.

All I actually want to do right now is being able to climb out of my window and sit on the roof to think, looking at the stars.
Unfortunately, the roof is two floors up and my window exit is blocked by a mosquito net. Crappy.

I mean, I just really need something like a balcony or so, just to sit on, and think.
Stupid, boring country where no one climbs on roofs.
Stupid, boring village.

I really want to move right now. To you know, some place like london, or paris or so. Somewhere out of this country, where they don't speak this boring language. Somewhere AWAY.
Sorry if I'm being all dramatic, but no one's probably gonna read this anyway, so I don't mind.

If I was better at this, I'd probably try and write a story now. But I feel like there are millions of stories about girls who want to go to a big city and than become a singer or meet One Direction and die or meet One Direction and marry Niall Botanical.
I can't believe autocorrect turned Horan into Botanical.

Anyway. I just feel like, I want to actually DO something in my life. Like, traveling the world and living in the UK and you know, really be happy.
Living in a place that makes me happy.
Meeting someone who makes me happy.
Doing things that make me happy.

Sorry if I ruined your day with my post.
I just... nevermind.

By guys!
Love, Luna xxx

P.S. please listen to this song? I absolutely love it and it reminds me of how I feel so much. If you do, thanks, I really love you xx

a poem / a conversation

Helleu, long time no see!

and that's all my fault :(

sorry

sorry

sorry

anyway:

I wrote this poem a last week in 5 minutes during math class :)

one friend said it made no sense, my best friend said it was great, my mam said it was sad and freaked out until I made her understand I don't want to kill myself. one of my guy friends said I should post it here, so here it is:

     I want to fly

     Fly to the sky

     Grow bird's wings from my shoulderblades

     spread those wings

     and jump

     I want to fly

     fly through the sky

     With birds, and bats, and butterflies

     Rest on a plane

     then jump

     again

     I want to fly

     fly in the sky

     fly from the world that's terrible

     stand on a roof

     then jump

 

then, there is also a text-conversation that same guy friend (Joren, I'm to lazy to write "guy friend over and over) also asked me to put online

the story: So normally, Joren, who is in my class, sits at the front during math. two or so weeks ago, he came to sit in the back, where I also sit, the place where it is way much harder to pay attention. 

(The things I do most in math class are reading books and drawing)

we had a conversation about it that night, and it went like this:

JOREN: :) sitting in the back of the class is really 10x as fun is at the front xd xxxx

ME: Ikr ;P xxxx

JOREN: Xxxx sooooo i came to the dark side

ME: Lol xxx welcome, my friend. You ought to be happy, for without darkness, one would never be able to see the stars.

JOREN: But the few who are choosen and destined to overcome the greatness of the shining bright though thy will be granted a wish, whom only two bright-minded persons can take on this quest. AMEN

JOREN: :)

ME: Pro :) xxxxx

JOREN: So be it xxx

JOREN: This has to be written down on your blog :)

ME: Along with the poem I wrote during math then xxxxx

so here you go, I really typed it over, word for word. Exept for the first text, as it was in dutch. 

now, I really have to do homework, see you later!

                        Love, Luna  xxxxxxxx 

P.S.: You just spend 10 minutes of your life reading stupid texts that aren't even yours. STALKER!

P.P.S.: no, just kidding. I love you

P.P.P.S.: because you read this shit I write.

P.P.P.P.S: and yes, those pics are from Ed Sheeran's clip give me love. all credit to him and the director and god knows who.

Ugh, I'm too interesting

Hello guyss :)

first of all, sorry I couldn't post last week, I was on a weekend with school, good and bad things happened.

A good thing is that most of the people in my class stopped talking about my "romance" with one of the boys of our class. Well, for the weekend.

A bad thing is that instead, they were saying I was a couple with another boy of our school to who, I must admit, talked rather a lot when were in Bouillon. 
We had a sort of "party" the last night (wich was also the second) and the music was really loud, so I sort of left my friends and went outside, to a couple of boys of my class who were talking, and one that wasn't in our class.
We all went to the -I don't know how to call it, IDK- balcony sat there in a row with our feet on the balustrade, watching the city (it was really beautuful :) ) and I sat next to the boy that wasn't in our class. We had had dinner at the same table that night, so I knew he was called Ian, and in wich class he was. We talked for quite a while and as it became later it also became colder, so I asked if he wanted to come with me to get a sweater from my room (it looked horrible with my dress LOL :P) and the other boys were all like "OI, Ian, don't make a mess eh!" and we were like: "oh my god! mongols!" and it was really annoying.

Then the next day, we went to the fortress in Bouillon, and Ian and I sort of did that with our two.  As in: "wanna go and have a look at the birds?" -"sure" *we watch the birds* "Wanna go and have a look at that corridor?"-"sure" and more things like that. NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED but yeah, of course, a boy and girl walking toghether? gossippp! 
There was a bird show, and we walked to the tribune, and the girls of his class were all saying: "Ooohhh, Ian's in loveee!!" "Ian and Luna, Ian and Luna!!!" and it was realllyyyy annoying. And -that was so funny- one of the boys in my class asked, I swear, with a face like this: 
"You guys are together?!" and we laughed because his face was hilarious. Then he was like: "what did I say wrong this time?" and we laughed even harder. And then we had dinner together (Pizzaaa <3) and that was than that. 

Now everybody in my class is like: "Luna, you Have to choose between Kyle and Ian! It's not good to play with boy's feelings!" and I'm like: "THERE ARE NO FEELINGS TO PLAY WITH!!!! Well... at least not that I know." and I'm SO FREAKING ANNOYED!
Why are they so interested in my love life!? Really, what a bunch of no-lifers are they! I thought my life was boring... 

*that cat is distracting me...*

How about you? Do you 've got annoying class mates or other people that are wayyy to interested in your ll? Tell me in the comments! :)

           See you next week! 
                xoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxx
                           Luna

I'm writing a story!!! / need some help

Hi Guys! Luna here :)

I got an A+ on my English writing!!! yippie! :) beat the two kids in my class who speak english at home LIKE A BOSS!! see, that's why I love this blog :P

As you probably guessed by the title, I'm writing a story. 
All by myself, no fanfiction, but... maybe with a little help from you guys :)

That's the problem with my writing things... I'm good at caracters, a situation... but then comes that little thingy called plot. yeah... not easy, not at all...

So: The story is about a girl, called Victoria James, nicknamed Tori. Her grandma gives her a wonderful brass necklace with a pink quartz in it minutes before she dies, the key-shaped necklace she'd never take off when she lived, and asks her to keep it safe, and secret ("Keep it secret, keep it safe." :P )
After a while, Tori notices that her senses have become more sensitive and that she can move faster, and more quiet. She is also having weird dreams, with always the same two people in it, a man and a woman, standing still as statues... 

now I have to think of a storyline... what can happen?
I was thinking about the cliché thingy of a secret land, (I had thought of a name too) and it's locked away and stuff and you need seven keys to open it... no? I thought it'd be cool. 

and something when she's on holiday in Mexico, she notices she can hear the thoughts of a boy, and that he can hear her's too... 

something like that.... I really have no IDEA! HELP ME!!!!

I basically need a bad guy, and something he can do. 

PLEASE!!! 
You can use your annoying little brother or cheating ex-boyfriend as an example :)


I will be forever grateful to you :)

                                                                     Love, Luna 
                                                                         xoxoxoxox

NO INSPIRATION!!!! thingies I want

Hi guys, it's Luna, with totally NO inspiration. my dad is snoring next to me so I can't concentrate... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I'm gonna post some pics of HP and LotR things I want :)

The Immortal

 warning: this post was written yesterday evening at 11 P.M. on my phone and is just my thoughts written down. Well, without the constant flow of Harry Potter, chocolate, Lotr and Unicorns. Oh, and pizza. I'm literally copy-pasting this stuff. Anyway, enjoy!


Hi guys, it's Luna!
I'm now at my grandma's house with my little sisters. we're staying here for two nights, so we're leaving tomorrow. As I absolutely need a book when I'm somewhere where... well... everywhere basically, we quickly went to the library to get some books (planned: one for each kid) before going to grandma. I took a look around, planning to re-read the Percy Jackson-books, to find out that only "Sea of Monsters" and "The Last Olympian" were available. Now, you know how that goes, I was pissed off for a moment, but left the R-part to look for other series. I had found three good-looking books, thick and Fantasy, exactly my type, but then I noticed this serie of five books, 

(I looked it up just now and noticed there are actually six *mindblown*)

and I vaguely remembered someone (probably my best friend)  saying I should read them: the "Immortal"-series by Alyson Noël. It's not what I usually read, it's a bit too paranormal for me, and I seriously considered not reading them because there was at the back that if you loved Twilight, you would love this too. 

(Note: I've read the Twilight saga, thrice. I've got the right to dislike Twilight, Bella and Sparkly Vampires. I can write another post about why Harry Potter is better than Twilight. That's an idea... yes! sorry, let's go on.)

so blablabla Twilight, but I remembered a quote I read somewhere: 

"There are worse things you can do with books then burning them; such as not reading them." (I have no IDEA who said that)

So I decided to try what my friend had said. I started in Evermore as soon as I had borrowed the books. I finished it that night. That may sound pretty fast, but it's my normal read-speed if I think the book is good, and if it reads good. (LotR, for example, goes a lot slower because it's that hard-to-read-English, even though I think Tolkien's books are awesome.) I wish I was that good in writing... 
Anyway, I finished Blue Moon this eveving and I'm now busy with realising that Blue Moon looks a lot like New Moon. (I mean, boy leaves girl, girl really loses control because of the fact that her "true love" has left her, and is meanwhile stalked by someone who pretends to be/ is in love with her. Oh yeah, the girl visits the boy's house without him knowing, AND the boy can read minds! It all fits! And there is someone of whom the person he/she loved is killed in the previous book... the start of the story is that the main caracter moves to another city with a whole other climate... OMG! You evil cheater...

well, I'm now busy reading Shadowland.
Sorry btw if I spoiled a bit, I got taken away...

well, they're really good books if you love obsessive, stalky, true love, with a bit fantasy interwined, and NO creepy stalking disco-ball vampires :)

GO READ THEM and tell me what you think of them!

it's a bit risky to post that last sentence... it would be kinda a fail if no one answered... I don't care, #YOLO

It's a quarter to twelve now, I'm going to sleep now, so that I can post this tomorrow :) 

                                                    Love, Luna
                                                  xxxx